Who am I?

I ran with the horses, I raced with time
I walked on the empty road over the sombre and starless night sky
I stood at the edge
Wrestled through the night,
I looked around and the only thing I could sense was darkness
With the night sky loomimg all around the clock
I covered the sky and fogged the sun
I hid in time
for monsters that were to come
Light was no where to be seen
So I ran and I ran
I ran away, I ran towards
I ran everywhere but no light to be seen yet
I have been running away from my own tarnished heart
with my own reflections screaming at me
I ran from my the thoughts my mind fabricated,
from the words resonating in my head,
from the world I created for myself.
I ran from myself.
I didn't know who I was anymore
The strangers face on an empty road
seemed more familiar than mine
Who am I?
Weeping, wincing and withering
I wondered more and more,
what have I done to myself?