Left

Was it the wind that grazed against my skin, or your breath on my neck that gave me these goosebumps, I don't know. I can't say anymore. Like the old T-shirt with the faint smell of you, our memories fade slowly. Am I struggling to keep these memories intact, the ones I was very fond of. Trying to remember every detail, remember every word. I don't know. One minute you are here, right next to me, smiling at my absurd expression and next you're seen nowhere. You are everywhere, yet nowhere.  Now that I can't see you around, I sense you, in your songs, in those lazy rooms, in the roof of the house, in the spots known only to us. I drive down the lane, stumble across a memory, cry a little and make my way through. You made the tides rise, in my veins. You made the wind of my thoughts calm down. You made me love you more and more everyday until one day you were seen no more. You were gone and I stood there. Stood there are all the while, watched you walk away and watched me break into a millions pieces as you left me here, as you left me here.